The rush of memories

Hello guys , it's been a while oh wellss. 

Its been such a tough and challenging weekS. With capital S which means its an ongoing pressure and sebab dah ada dekat final stage to fly off - harapnya berbaloi usaha tak tidur malam stay up hahah sedangkan stay up tu melagho je pun luls. 

Hope anyone who're reading through are in a good health and I know semua tengah berhempas pulas ada yang baru nak start degree ( merujuk kepada manusia yang sedang menulis ini sebagai contoh ) - yang dah habis diploma - yang dah masuk SECOND YEAR * crowd cheering sambil tiup wisel * 

Ohhhhoh rasa tua sangat bila wish orang " Selamat masuk second year uhuks ! " 

Last week berkesempatan balik ke SBPI Selandar , bawakkan dua kek untuk cikgu cikgu , as a symbolic present expressing gratitude and appreciation for the teachers effort from the batch. Thought of making it personal , but still I always see myself as a part of a big group of nonblood related brothers and sister , instead I asked the bakery yang gelabah seawal 9.00 pagi sudah ada customer yang menapak kedai " Akak , saya nak tulis ni " - " Terima Kasih Cikgu , dari batch 07-11 "

Bila renung kek , ( bahahahah ini bohong tak renung pun tapi adalah tengok lols tak sampai tahap merenung ) , I miss US. Entahlah , kadang tu rasa macam tak banyak pun vivid memories between diri sendiri dengan other 163 members. Tapi each time utter 07-11 , Machinants , Deus Ex Machina , automatically rasa yang we've done so much thing together and the idea of togetherness through hell high waters ; it touches my heart. 

Pastu pergi tawaf sekolah , jumpa junior yang dulu form 1 dah form 4. Jumpa cikgu - cikgu , alhamdulillah jumpa almost semua , tapi ada yang takde jodoh nak jumpa. Jumpa akak kantin , jumpa pokok pokok yang sama ahaaa tipunya haha . Tak sempat nak throwback semua memories masa pandang asrama , sekolah , surau , dewan semuanya . Rindu Sekolah , checked. 

One of the last teacher I met was Cikgu Sharif Ebok in his room , pastu sambil bercakap tu , mata menerawang ke setiap pelusuk bilik , I saw a piece of paper on the board , analisis peperiksaan SPM , looking at how it falls from the previous year ( 1.91 rasanya ) to 1.73 ( our year and though its been 2 years passing by , the proud feeling - the effort paid feeling masih ada , maaf belum move on haha ) . But it saddens me looking at the after year , the school performances are degrading ...

I met bekas pengetua STF , who're appointed by SBP to give motivation / booster to the school ( well basically sebab the academic performances and I could recall her ideas / pandangan terhadap sekolah kita ) 

Your school , physically , the surrounding semua very helpful to boost for academic performances but from what I can see, its the students , lacking in self confidence . * and many more I couldn't quote all of them  

ada jugak moment sentapss seperti : " Kalau you boleh dapat A , kenapa kena dapat B ? I don't understand that " , if and only if she asked my SPM result , I'M DOOMED. haha. Right at that moment I know why STF sangat sangat perform masa dia jadi pengetua sekolah. Oh wells , Selandar mesti boleh jugakkk !

and through the conversation , we both agree on ' Semangat Sayang sekolah , be proud of your own school , and when you have that feeling , certainly you akan try hard to bring the pride of the school '

which aku rasa , dulu Selandar berjaya buat aku rasa aku sayang sekolah dan nak bawak sekolah ke one stage higher ( now alhamdulillah dah SBT ) and still I am proud to say , saya Anak Didik SBPI Selandar. :)

I'm kinda like questioning why its pink tapi takpelah haha.

two legendary people ( ayahanda SBPI Selandar and bekas bonda STF )

random snaps

still , the same looks , but the feelings takde machinants , rasa lain. hahah stating the obvious lols.

rindu. even looking at this picture alone , rushhhh of memoriessss !

/ post script / thanks Aqila Mashkuri for the update , and thanks for reminding me , nak left jejak dekat blog batch before departing off to Cardiff this Thursday. 

adios brothers sisters.