Rindu

Assalamualaikum.

Sebenarnya tujuan aku menulis ni sebab aku rindu korang semua. Rindu yang rasa nak balik Malaysia jumpa semua 164 orang lepas tu buat group hug ramai ramai. Rindu sangat. Dan mungkin disebabkan faktor tengah dengar lagu Memori Tercipta sambil buat kerja.

Semoga korang sentiasa baik baik je sebab bila korang jaga diri baik baik aku rasa macam dah cukup untuk tau yang korang okay, jangan risau nanti kita jumpa lagi lain kali. Tahun depan ke time Intel, ke ada iftar ke nanti ramai ramai macam dulu atau kat syurga nanti.

Sebenarnya, aku rasa bonding kita sangat sangat special. Lain macam. Orang yang selalu aku rindu dan aku tau yang lain pun pernah rasa jugak rasa rindu yang sama. Machinants, nama tu pun dah cukup special. Macam mana kita sama sama daripada the lowest rank kat sekolah untuk PMR kita naik balik sama-sama and pegang top result sekolah dalam SPM. Dan hari ni, SPM 2014 akan start so jomlah kita ramai-ramai doa untuk kejayaan batch Quins (adik adik kita) supaya berjaya dan dipermudahkan menjawab.

Tak ada nak cakap banyak, cuma jaga diri jaga solat jaga semua. Nanti kita jumpa lagi next time insyaAllah. Jaga nama machinants baik baik. Doakan kita semua setiap kali solat berjaya dunia akhirat. Yang bakal nak periksa, yang berlambak quiz test setiap minggu, yang sibuk conduct program kat uni, yang tengah serabut pasal belajar, Allah sentiasa bersama dan we always have each other. Jaga diriiii kalian :)

p.s- Kalau nak hilangkan rindu kat US ni nak pergi tempat Hazwan dengan Ain pun dah jauh. Maka beruntunglah yang rindu boleh jumpa. :)

The rush of memories

Hello guys , it's been a while oh wellss. 

Its been such a tough and challenging weekS. With capital S which means its an ongoing pressure and sebab dah ada dekat final stage to fly off - harapnya berbaloi usaha tak tidur malam stay up hahah sedangkan stay up tu melagho je pun luls. 

Hope anyone who're reading through are in a good health and I know semua tengah berhempas pulas ada yang baru nak start degree ( merujuk kepada manusia yang sedang menulis ini sebagai contoh ) - yang dah habis diploma - yang dah masuk SECOND YEAR * crowd cheering sambil tiup wisel * 

Ohhhhoh rasa tua sangat bila wish orang " Selamat masuk second year uhuks ! " 

Last week berkesempatan balik ke SBPI Selandar , bawakkan dua kek untuk cikgu cikgu , as a symbolic present expressing gratitude and appreciation for the teachers effort from the batch. Thought of making it personal , but still I always see myself as a part of a big group of nonblood related brothers and sister , instead I asked the bakery yang gelabah seawal 9.00 pagi sudah ada customer yang menapak kedai " Akak , saya nak tulis ni " - " Terima Kasih Cikgu , dari batch 07-11 "

Bila renung kek , ( bahahahah ini bohong tak renung pun tapi adalah tengok lols tak sampai tahap merenung ) , I miss US. Entahlah , kadang tu rasa macam tak banyak pun vivid memories between diri sendiri dengan other 163 members. Tapi each time utter 07-11 , Machinants , Deus Ex Machina , automatically rasa yang we've done so much thing together and the idea of togetherness through hell high waters ; it touches my heart. 

Pastu pergi tawaf sekolah , jumpa junior yang dulu form 1 dah form 4. Jumpa cikgu - cikgu , alhamdulillah jumpa almost semua , tapi ada yang takde jodoh nak jumpa. Jumpa akak kantin , jumpa pokok pokok yang sama ahaaa tipunya haha . Tak sempat nak throwback semua memories masa pandang asrama , sekolah , surau , dewan semuanya . Rindu Sekolah , checked. 

One of the last teacher I met was Cikgu Sharif Ebok in his room , pastu sambil bercakap tu , mata menerawang ke setiap pelusuk bilik , I saw a piece of paper on the board , analisis peperiksaan SPM , looking at how it falls from the previous year ( 1.91 rasanya ) to 1.73 ( our year and though its been 2 years passing by , the proud feeling - the effort paid feeling masih ada , maaf belum move on haha ) . But it saddens me looking at the after year , the school performances are degrading ...

I met bekas pengetua STF , who're appointed by SBP to give motivation / booster to the school ( well basically sebab the academic performances and I could recall her ideas / pandangan terhadap sekolah kita ) 

Your school , physically , the surrounding semua very helpful to boost for academic performances but from what I can see, its the students , lacking in self confidence . * and many more I couldn't quote all of them  

ada jugak moment sentapss seperti : " Kalau you boleh dapat A , kenapa kena dapat B ? I don't understand that " , if and only if she asked my SPM result , I'M DOOMED. haha. Right at that moment I know why STF sangat sangat perform masa dia jadi pengetua sekolah. Oh wells , Selandar mesti boleh jugakkk !

and through the conversation , we both agree on ' Semangat Sayang sekolah , be proud of your own school , and when you have that feeling , certainly you akan try hard to bring the pride of the school '

which aku rasa , dulu Selandar berjaya buat aku rasa aku sayang sekolah dan nak bawak sekolah ke one stage higher ( now alhamdulillah dah SBT ) and still I am proud to say , saya Anak Didik SBPI Selandar. :)

I'm kinda like questioning why its pink tapi takpelah haha.

two legendary people ( ayahanda SBPI Selandar and bekas bonda STF )

random snaps

still , the same looks , but the feelings takde machinants , rasa lain. hahah stating the obvious lols.

rindu. even looking at this picture alone , rushhhh of memoriessss !

/ post script / thanks Aqila Mashkuri for the update , and thanks for reminding me , nak left jejak dekat blog batch before departing off to Cardiff this Thursday. 

adios brothers sisters. 

Degree Second Phase

Assalamualaikum.

Disebabkan orang yang selalu update blog ni tengah busy sebab dia bakal fly tak lama lagi, so just want to update this.

Okay, bulan ni macam ada tambahan lagi beberapa orang yang bakal fly dan dah fly. Yang bakal fly,

ANIS NAJWA NAZARI - Cardiff University (Law)
MOHD SHAHLYEZAM HASSAN- Cardiff University (Account)
MOHD HASSANI ARIFFIN- Portsmouth University (Mechanical Engineering)

Semoga dipermudah urusan menuntut ilmu korang.

And for those yang uni sama tak kisah lah kat dalam kat luar negara, please ambik chance tangkap gambar machinants sama sama, suka kot tengok. Macam alhamdulillah we did it. May the bonding remain sampai syurga. Semoga kita dapat gather balik kalau tak kat dunia pun ( i wish we will have some time) jumpa kat syurga lah sama sama.

Owh and terlupa pulak ada beberapa orang yang dah pun selamat tiba, macam penolong ketua form kita
MOHD AZRI- University of Queensland, Australia (Mathematics)
NURAIN SYUHADAH ABDUL RAHMAN- University of Iowa (Science Actuary)
NURUL AQILA MASHKURI-University of Washington Seattle (Chemical Engineering)

Untuk student UIA yang baru masuk degree, goodluck korang! May Allah bless.

NUR HANNIS SOFEA JOHAN- Bachelor of Pharmacy
RABIATUL NUR KHALIESA-Bachelor of Pharmacy
ANIS FARAHIN SALAHUDDIN-Bachelor of Dietitics
MUHAMMAD SHUKRI AWANG-
MUHAMMAD RASYADI YUSOF ZAKI- Bachelor of Mechatronic Engineering
HAMIZAH AHMAD ZAKI-  Bachelor of Mathematical Science (Hons)
RUZANA ISMAIL- Bachelor of Mathematical Science (Hons)
MUHAMMAD FIRDAUS OMAR-Bachelor of Engineering (Biochemical and Biotechnology)
MUHAMMAD SHAFIE BIN SHAHAR-Bachelor of Engineering(Manufacturing)
INTAN BASYIRAH ABDUL GHANI-Bachelor of Islamic Revealed Knowledge and Herita Usuluddin.

dan beberapa orang yang tak boleh recall ( kalau ingat please komen nanti boleh update)

May Allah bless my dear machinants. Jaga diri! (Its a serious word) and sesiapa yang free bolehlah hntrkan Najwa,Madjam and Sany fly nanti around this week. Semoga dipermudah urusan dunia akhirat.

We're just not the same person we used to be.

Its been ages since I last update things here , I bet everyone was busy mending their life and yeah as for me , its been such tough months ( it was - it is and hope soon the tense washed away ). Perhaps because we're older and we tend to notice things. Whats even worse ( or I can say good ) , we tend to take things much more seriously. Kot. I hope so.

Occasionally I went through Zai's facebook album because he stored most of our fond memories in Selandar. And I just did. Looking through the past years. Reading through the comments , surely our language usage changed as well. But whats even better , suprisingly looking at those years , after 3 years passed by , I can say most of us - we changed to good. I can say most of us. And its a pleasant feeling knowing you guys were living your life to the fullest. 

Its like how I looked back through those years , I could have taken academic matter much serious than I used to be . Its like realizing covering your aurah is not just based on the rules and regulation from the school - but its something that make yourself much more valuable  not to mention its Allah's guideline for how Muslim shall behave . I've been waiting such moments where I do things because I know that I need to but not that I am forced to. And certainly , I've met some of that points in life. And I do know my Machinants met that points in your life. 

I don't know but I just wanted to spill some thoughts here. Most probably because I was looking through our pictures back then and its something that you can;t help but to fell into the memory lanes. 2011 - 2012 -2013 -2014 ( I surely missed lots of things about you guys - mampu baca conversation twitter je tapi kadang tu rasa macam awkward nak interfere ) . But I guess its okay kot untuk ada ruang untuk saling tak jumpa - saling tak bertegur sapa - bak kata Ain Syuhadah , " Bagi ruang untuk kita rindu satu sama lain " - she said this when we're discussing whether we shall have the second iftar batch this year. 

 

random pictures. 

And anyway , if you guys reading through this line : Take care. Serious jaga diri. Jaga ibadah - lets always recite Kahfi - make ourself close to Al-Quran recital - familiarize ourself with zikr. Kalau kita mampu download berjuta playlist lagu bermacam bahasa , it shall be nice to keep zikr and Al-Quran recital inside your gadgets. Be the good person you'll always want to be. 

Once a Machinants , forever I would be, forever we would be.

* cough * Hey twenties !

Assalamualaikum Machinants :)

Because updating about new year on 31st December and 1st of January are too mainstream , I'll make it rare for having an entry on 2nd of January 2014. Oh wait again. 2 0 1 4. But I believe resolutions new year kita dah lagi awal dulu - I mean 1435 for Hijrah but nevertheless aku rasa its not a harm to renew any niat or any kind of resolutions for new year - sebab kita berkalendarkan tahun Masihi - so maybe the dates will make you more alert. Kot.  Tambah tolak campur semua , its been two years and soon it'll be three years dah tinggalkan Selandar. And wait again. 3 years? Hardly believe myself. And what could that be for us? Welcome to twenties Deus Ex Machina. :) and since it 2nd of January - a special birthday shoutout untuk pembuka tirai birthday birthday batch members - a future doctor to be , Suhailah Hassan. Moga Allah ease through your journey girl :D

20 years old - soon kita akan menerima kad jemputan kahwin. haha.

Pertambahan umur yang semestinya akan menyaksikan lebih banyak perubahan pada diri sendiri - sama ada dari segi physically , spiritually , and even sumbangan kita terhadap agama , masyarakat and soon negara insyaAllah. Nothing much to say since group batch pun senyap , I guess through times , mungkin akan jadi lebih krik krik , but if you're gone for good. That will be a good thing kan? 

Tahun 2014 jugak more products Class of 2011 untuk ke overseas , baik International Baccalaureate ( IB ) mahupun A-level. Jadi as a part of those groups , mohon didoakan kesejahteraan kesihatan , akal fikiran dan kemudahan untuk terus maju ke hadapan . And maybe soon we'll have a mini reunion dekat KLIA , sending off brothers and sisters.  Aku tahu sekarang musim semua dah sibuk exam , terketar jawab exam degree ( like the first time in life , finally sitting for a degree exam )  , as far as I am concern diploma tengah cuti sekarang. Kan? Despite all that , good luck gays ( read happy people ) . Ace the exam - exam , mana mana tak kira apa level , exam is equivalent to susah , tapi susah tak bermaksud kita tak boleh kan? Be a saviour to your own situation machinants. :)

Mungkin juga kerana pertambahan angka pada umur ; tak banyak yang boleh nak cakap , aku menulis pun sebab nak gather and reminisce old days campur reminder campur memohon doa sekali. Jaga diri dimana anda berada. Jaga ibadah , be happy people , soon we'll have more wrinkles on our body ( bercakap gaya nenek nenek 58 tahun ) , all in all , tua ke muda ke , Getting Older and  That signify death is closer too. 

Short tazkirah , or I can say perkongsian : Pagi tadi ustaz dalam radio kata , kalau kita ni takde anak untuk buat amalan online masa kita mati nanti , gunakanlah wang ( jika mampu ) , bersedekahlah dan buatlah benda benda yang bermanfaat - contoh kita beli Al-Quran senaskhah then letak di mana mana surau / masjid - sekali orang baca , berkali kali orang baca , pahala itu berjalan pada kita. :) .

Adios, assalamualaikum. 

A picture that worth infinities of words.

Update STUDY PLACES - Machinants.

          Hai Machinants , assalamualaikum. For the time being, so far ada yang ini je , so who ever come across reading and notice takda nama sendiri atau kawan , please do note inside the comment or facebook group Deus Ex Machina or personally inform me ( the writer for the post is Anis Najwa ( @Annnazari ) ) . So benda ni dah lamaaaa edit just cari masa bila nak update since busy gila semedang. But you know, masa edit ni, it feels good , sad at the same time , seeing rakan seperjuangan yang berjuang . Seeing how each and everyone of us growing up , dari tingkatan 1 , tingkatan 4 dan sekarang dah nak menginjak 20 tahun. So this is the current list. 

             Sorry for not updating things that regular , tapi takpe , spare the moments untuk fill rindu untuk masing masing. For the time being also , ada jugak rasanya batchmates , Machinants yang dah tunang tapi macam dengar dengar je ( rumours have it uuuuuu ) , maka berkekalan jodoh kalian. Yang kahwin , insyaAllah belum. Have a GOOD DAY EVERYONE :))

        Kita semua dah faham yang hidup itu lebih daripada apa yang tercatat dalam slip SPM. Kenangan yang pergi , meninggalkan 1.78 sebagai tanda satu kejayaan besar bagi sekolah , bagi kita seisi keluarga. Maka teruslah berusaha. A+ untuk kehidupan yang akan datang. The thirty seconds that meant a lot for the rest of my life.

Sepuluh Tahun Tempuh Cabaran - Metro 25/11/2013  ( we're a part of the ten years yeahh - click the link to read :)) )

Once and forever , Machinants.  

overseas. 

1.  Mohammad Hafuza Harith Bin Nordin.

 Yarmouk University, Jordan. Perbankan Islam.  

2. Muhammad Asraf Afiffiq Sapiee ,

Moscow Aviation Institute, russia, Hydroaerodynamics 

3. AHMAD RAFIQ BIN AHMAD RIFA'I,

Moscow Aviation Institute ,russia ,Construction of flying vehicle's engine

4. Nurshafiqah binti Rosli,

Universitas Padjadjaran, Bandung, Indonesia,Medicine, 

5.  Nurul shahirah binti zuperi ,

University assiut,egypt , Bachelor of dental medicine and surgery

6. Nusaibah Mohd Khir 

Alexandria University , egypt,  Dentistry 

7. Nooraihan noordin 

alexandria university ,egypt , dentistry

8. muhd fauzi aiman

yarmouk university , jordan , islamic banking

9. Muhd Hazwan Haleem

pennsylvania state university , united states , FINANCE 

10. Nurul Faziera adznan

iowa state university , united states, psychology

11. muhd aiman bin marzuki

tanta university , egypt , medic

12.ummi syahirah jamaluddin

UNIVERSITY ASSIUT,EGYPT , BACHELOR OF DENTAL MEDICINE AND SURGERY

13. Wan anis humaira 

volgograd state medical university , russia ,medic

More to come insyaAllah - pray for our preparation years yang berbaki beberapa bulan lagi ( for A-levels , International Baccalaureate and also American Degree Transfer Program )

malaysia 

1. Muhammad Asyraf bin Hasnan,

UNIMAS, Akuatik

2. Muhammad Zul Hilmi Bin Latif.

UiTM Shah Alam. Bachelor of Law (LLB) 

3. NOR NAJMI BIN NORDIN,

UNIVERSITI MALAYA , APPLIED GEOLOGY  

4. Mohd Zaki Bin Salleh.

Multimedia University. B.B.A.(Hons) Banking and Finance

5. SAKINAH BINTI NOR AMRAN,

USM, BACHELOR OF ARTS HONS. TRANSLATION WITH INTERPRETATION (BATI)

6.Nur Eliana Riqma Binti Abdullah,

UiTM Beting, Kuala Pilah ,Diploma Microbiology

7. Mohd Nor Ridzwan Bin Mohd Jasmi,

Universiti Malaysia Perlis (UniMAP), Diploma Electrical System Engineering

8.  Siti Raudhah Oyub ,

Netherlands Maritime Institute of Technology (NMIT) ,Diploma in Shipping Management

9.  Muhammad Hazim bin Borhan ,

UTHM  ,Dip Electrical Eng.

10. Nurul Najwa Azmi ,

UiTM Shah Alam , Bachelor of Science Education(Hons.) Biology

11. Siti Nuraisah Siti Nuraisah Selaiman Shah ,

UTM Bachelor of Computer Science(Graphics & Multimedia Software) 

12. AIDA FATHIRAH BINTI MOHD FARIDZ ,

 UNIVERSITI MALAYSIA SARAWAK (UNIMAS), BACHELOR OF CIVIL ENGINEERING 

13.  Norsuhailah binti Hassan.

University of Malaya. Bachelor of Medicine and Bachelor of Surgery.

14. Aiman Syazani bin Amir,

 Universiti Teknologi Petronas ,Bachelor of Petroleum Engineering  

15. MUHAMMAD AMIR NAQUIDDIN BIN ARMAN ,

UPNM , Medicine

16.  Nur  Sakinah Bt Ali,

USIM, i-chem tech (kimia industri) 

17. Mujahid Azhar

Universiti Islam Antarabangsa Malaysia (UIAM), Bachelor of Dental Surgery

18. Muhd Hanif Zakaria Muhammad Hanif Bin Zakaria,

Universiti Teknologi Petronas,Electrical&Electronic Engineering

19. NURUL FATIHAH BINTI ISMAIL.

USM. Bachelor of communication

20.  NUR AFIQAH BINTI MARZUKI.

 UKM. Bachelor of Pharmacy

21. Nur Nadhirah bt Md Hafiz

Bachelor of science (Analytical Chemistry&Enviroment)..UMT..Universiti Malaysia Terengganu

22. Nur Najihah Mohiddin,

Bachelor of Law Shariah (LL.B_S) , International Islamic University Malaysia (IIUM) 

23. Ahmad Saufi Noordin ,

Foundation in engineering  , Cfs iium ( UIA ) 

24. SYEIKHA ZULAIKHA AL-ZAHRA BINTI ZAHARI ,

DOCTOR OF MEDICINE(MD) , UNIMAS 

25.  Nor Adibah Luawi ,

UiTM Penang , Bachelor of Hotel Management and tourism (Hons) 

26.  Farah Wahidah Binti Fazari ,

USM , Bachelor Of Applied Science (Geophysics)

27. Rabiatul Nur Khaliesa Ibrahim

 Foundation in pharmacy Cfs iium 

28. Norsahidah Abdullah ,

Diploma in mehanical engine at UTHM

29. NORNADIAH BINTI KAMAL BAHRIN ,

 Science (biology marine) dari universiti malaysia Terengganu.

30. Muhammad Iqbal Sabirin,

uitm kampus bukit mertajam,pulau pinang ,Diploma kejuruteraan Mekanikal

31. Muhammad afif syafaan bin mohd salleh,

 uitm kampus bukit mertajam,pulau pinang ,Diploma kejuruteraan Mekanikal

32. Muhammad afiq bin abd karim

uitm kampus bukit mertajam,pulau pinang ,Diploma kejuruteraan Mekanikal

33. Muhammad Hafiq bin yusof,

bachelor of accounting,uniten muadzam

34. Mohammad Razif bin Mustafa ,

Ijazah Sarjana Muda Tek. Kej. Elektronik (Hons.)(Sistem Elektronik) UniMAP 

35. Siti Thahirah binti Narzilan,

Doktor Perubatan,UPM

36. Muhamad Nor Hafifi Bin Jamel,

Bachelor of Science (Hons.) Biology, UiTM Kuala Pilah

37. Siti Zaharah Zakaria Siti Zaharah Zakaria,

Bachelor of computer scince (Bioinformatics), UTM Skudai. 

38. Taha bin Khamis,

Diploma In Pharmacy,UiTM Pulau Pinang,Kampus Bertam 

39. AMIRAH HASANAH BINTI AHMAD RAHMAN 

DIPLOMA SAINS(MATEMATIK), UNIVERSITI PENDIDIKAN SULTAN IDRIS

40. NAJIHAH BINTI ZAKARIA 

DIPLOMA SAINS(MATEMATIK), UNIVERSITI PENDIDIKAN SULTAN IDRIS

41. Mohamad Firdaus bin Omar ,

International Islamic University Malaysia (IIUM) Gombak Campus, Bachelor of Biochemical-Biotechnology Engineering (Hons)

42. SAIHAH BINTI SAMSUDIN

UITM PUNCAK PERDANA , BACHELOR OF INFORMATION MANAGEMENT SCIENCE (HONS) RECORD MANAGEMENT 

43. Mohd Shafizan bin Mohamad

UNITEN Barchelor Of Mechanical Engineering(Hons) 

44. MUHAMMAD SAUFI BIN SAPON

USIM KAMPUS PANDAN INDAH , BACHELOR OF DENTAL SURGERY (BDS) 

45.MUHAMMAD BAZLI BIN HUSAIN

UTHM , BACHELOR OF ELECTRICAL ENGINEERING(BEV),

46.  Noriz Syafiq Bin Norshah

UNIKL MICET , Bachelor of Chemical Engineering in Polymer 

47. NUR ZAHIDAH BINTI SAMAT

UPM Bachelor of computer science networking

48. Nor Syafiqah Nor Syafiqah binti Halim

 diploma kejuruteraan teknologi elektrik , UTHM

49. SITI NURAINI BINTI MISMAN ,

IJAZAH DOKTOR PERUBATAN, UNIVERSITI PUTRA MALAYSIA (UPM) SERDANG, SELANGOR.

50. AIREEN ZURIANI AHMAD

UNIVERSITI mALAYSIA TERENGGANU

51. NOORLIANA BINTI MASRI

UNIVERSITI KEBANGSAAN MALAYSIA ( UKM ) , FISIOTERAPI

52. NUR IDAYU ABDUL RAHMAN

UNIVERSITI KEBANGSAAN MALAYSIA ( UKM ), OCCUPATIONAL THERAPY 

53. MUHD BAQIR ROZAILI

UNIKL , ISLAMIC BANKING AND FINANCE.

54.AHMAD AZMEER FAKHARURRAZI ZAIDI

UNITEN BANGI , BACHELOR OF MECHANICAL ENGINEERING

55. MUHD. ZAIARIFF BIN ZAINURIN

UNIKL MALAYSIAN INSTITUE OF AVIATION TECHNOLOGY , AIRCRAFT ENGINEERING

56. ZURAIDAH ZAINUDDIN 

UTM , CHEMICAL ENGINEERING

57. NURUL SHAZWANI ZULKEPLI

UNITEN , ACCOUNTING

58. NUR ATHIRAH ANUAR 

USM , BACH OF ARTS TRANSLATION AND INTERPRETATION

59. AINATUL MARDHIAH BTE MOHAMAD ZAINI

UPM , BACH OF MATHEMATICS

60. MUHAMMAD NAZMI YAHYA 

UTHM , MEDICALENGINEERING AND MANUFACTURE

61. NUR ADILAH BINTI MOHAMAD DALI 

UITM MELAKA , DIPLOMA IN COMPUTER & SCIENCE

62. NURIN NADZLAH BINTI ABU BAKAR

UITM PUNCAK ALAM , PENGIMEJAN PERUBATAN 

63. NURUL HANISAH BINTI MOHAMAD ISA

UPSI , ISMP EKONOMI RUMAH TANGGA

subject to be edited soon. 

As we grow older...

Assalamualaikum brothers sisters. 

Did you realize as we grow older , there were things that were left behind , things that we never practice - or less practicing it when we leave high school. Small things like practicing Mathurat - doing qiamulail - doing Dhuha. And the most obvious thing , kekerapan kita solat jemaah. 

Benda yang kita nampak macam kecik. Tapi impak dia - saham dia besar pada kita. 

We get older. We are supposed to stay closer to Him - Allah Al Mighty. 

WE SUPPOSED TO. BUT... did we? 

You only live once to gather as much as pahala you can , to make you survive hereafter. Grab those opportunity  - nikmat sihat , lapang yang kita ada untuk buat banyak saham untuk diri sendiri di akhirat. You're not living once to waste all those time for craps - spent your money and live happily ever after as they claimed. We're not living in fairy tale episodes - where cinderella got to live happily ever after with her prince charming. NO ! So wake up. 

Serious said. 

We're turning 20 next year. We had left our memories far behind. But please , don't leave your good deeds to achieve colours of A's in your slip , slip as memories too. Gerakkan kaki jumpa surau. Gerakkan lidah recite Al-Quran. We don't really spend that much wealth to do numerous of  things that make you closer to Him. Takde nak rugi duit berkepuk dalam poket. 

Tambah ilmu pengetahuan agama. Kejar dunia - kejar akhirat. Jangan biarkan akhirat jauh dari kita. You might not value what I write very well sebab fitrah manusia , merangkak cari Tuhan bila dia terasa sempit. Itu fact . Fact yang sedih. Sebab bila susah baru kita cari Allah , put your two hands up to do prayers. Apa rasa kalau kita dapat kawan yang cuma cari kita waktu dia sedih? Kita rasa apa? Tak rasa apa apa?

Grow older and be wiser. 

Takut nanti tak sempat grow jadi old pun sebab Allah tarik nyawa masa muda. 

We simply need those SENTAP MOMENT. Manusia - reminder tu amanah.

Renungan.